Love was lost & you were found
There's no way to escape this now
Emotions running wild, so we're freedom bound
I know it's been awhile, can you feel it now?
Hold on, I've been waiting on this for so long
Let's say fuck it, take a chance, and I promise we'll prove em wrong
And although odds may seem they're stacked against us.
We can make it, they can't break it, babe don't shake it.
If you want it, take it.
Cause you control those feelings that were once kept
And you withold those secrets that my lips left.
So with these words, I'll bare my soul and mind to you.
Forever ride is what I'll do.
And my love is what I'll prove.

I built walls yet they're crashing down.

And as they fall, can you hear the sound?

I can be your queen if you claim the crown

If you fly with me, you'll never hit the ground

I know, you've been waiting on this for so long 

I was trippin' so I missed it, but this is where I belong 

With you, I lose track of time, I mean, track of mind 

Me and you combined, we can do the crime

If we do the time.

Just say that you'll be mine.

Hiding our fears of what the future holds,

and never looking back at the past, I swear I'm used to those

Have I found the truth in your eyes?

Or If I'm a dreamer

and we only have tonight...

I swear I'll never let it go.

The first song I've ever actually completed.

“I love you” 
“You’re all I think about”
“Nobody but you”
C’mon, baby, tell me some more
Get me high off your lies
Let me believe I’m the only one for you.
I’ve been a slave of your words for so long,
Why make me face the truth now?
Your spoken sins are slowly creeping into my brain,
Weakening me to my most vulnerable point.
Every word your ever said,
Every breath your ever took,
It was all an act.
Keep feeding me more because
I’ve fallen in love with your lies. 

My mind is racing with thoughts of when me & you were one. When you fit me like the last piece of a puzzle. We painted a picture worth a thousand words that would last forever, or so we thought. Slowly but surely, parts of me - of you, even - broke apart & fell off. Until eventually all that was left was the remains of a broken smile & a shattered heart. Now I sit back & think. Try to rebuild this to something even greater than the last, then I remember- you need all of the pieces to create a complete puzzle & that is something I think I’ll never have again. I’ll always be just a memory to you.

Gravity pulls you on top of me,
A force of attraction too strong to break.
Lust envelopes the room as the kisses strengthen,
those walls we built are now falling down.
How high can we get off of this drug?
Take me away, let's ride these clouds.
Write our names in the stars.
Let my fingertips trace your anatomy,
leaving evidence of my love all over.. you.
Love me 'til infinity, as soon as you go into me,
I swear that you're the remedy.
What we do is not a sin to me.
It's simply a release from the world as we know it.
The universe condenses into your single being.
Optically, I solely see you. Physically, I only crave you.
And I want to feel it all.
So let everything go, get lost in me.
Get lost in us..

Now Playing: The Weeknd x The Fall

Two days before the new year, I had an internal.. epiphany, for lack of a better word. I'm afraid of love. As prideful as I am when it comes to my love & emotions, I couldn't shake the fact that it just made sense. So here I am; dissecting every situation that has crossed my path during this past year. I've never been the type of person to let the past affect my future- especially when it comes to relationships. But my last relationship is the cause of this. Almost three years of being lied to, hurt, abused, and I still left the relationship with a smile. Internally, I'm all fucked up. I'm in fear of getting hurt again. I'm in fear of giving the world and getting disappointed again. But then again, I think: maybe love is worth the pain.

Love me, with all of my imperfections.

Laying there, helpless, holding on to those virgin thoughts by a string. 

That innocence she once knew was snatched away like her dignity. 

That sacred vessel was now contaminated with stains of a tainted monster. 

Leaving only a broken heart behind..

It shaped it's dirty lips into a smirk of the devil.

What would possess a creature to perform such acts? 

Sinful thoughts and a corrupted soul.

This can't be life. 

Nothing left but a drop of hope, praying this was all a dream. 

Reality was defected. 

Only for a scarce moment yet feeling like the span of one's lifetime. 

Forever, that foul image would dwell in her thoughts as an eternal nightmare. 

Wake up..

Capturing moments and translating them into descriptive pieces of art is what keeps me sane. I’m a lost soul, trying to find myself. And as I ride through this journey, I shall document it here. Take a fucking seat.