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Two days before the new year, I had an internal.. epiphany, for lack of a better word. I'm afraid of love. As prideful as I am when it comes to my love & emotions, I couldn't shake the fact that it just made sense. So here I am; dissecting every situation that has crossed my path during this past year. I've never been the type of person to let the past affect my future- especially when it comes to relationships. But my last relationship is the cause of this. Almost three years of being lied to, hurt, abused, and I still left the relationship with a smile. Internally, I'm all fucked up. I'm in fear of getting hurt again. I'm in fear of giving the world and getting disappointed again. But then again, I think: maybe love is worth the pain.